Victory Lap: The Strengths and Struggles of Super Senior Status
Yesterday marked my last first day of school as an undergraduate when really I should be starting my first first day of school as a graduate student. Yes, that's right--I have reached super senior status.
It was never my plan to be a super senior, but life has a funny way of changing whatever plans you thought you had. Back in May, when everyone I'd left high school and entered college with was graduating and going on to graduate school, get internships or start their first "grown up jobs," I was sitting at home lamenting over my scholarship money that was no more after four years; dreading the final semester that was to come; and the tests, dollars and stress that stood between me and my degree. But, then I remembered where I was three years ago.
Many don't know it, but I was pretty sick for the last half of 2014 and for the better half of 2015. It was so bad that I had to take some time off school. I shudder whenever I have to re-read old paperwork from the doctor, and all the documents I had to fill out when leaving and then returning to school. It was complicated and frustrating, but it was the right decision. If I hadn't taken the time off for only a semester, finishing school at all may not have been an option.
Now, one day into my last first day of undergraduate school, I'm grateful. I don't mind that I haven't left school yet, that I'm not starting an internship or a career just yet. I'm grateful to be alive to finish school at all. I'm grateful for the opportunities that have been presenting themselves for my future. I'm grateful for the connections I've made, and the support system I have in place that is cheering me on for my final victory lap. I'm grateful that I can share my story and that it can and has made an impact on others who are in the same position.
Love and Light,
Reina M
